what can i say? FUN (:
i slept at 2 30am in the morning, msg-ing.
slept for less than two hours and got up to get ready.
went out of the house at around 6 in the morning.
we had to be in school by 6 30 you see.

so yeah, our coach was not a perfect coach.
hahahs. the seat not that comfy but heck, im dead tired so i just sleep.
stopped along the way to grab some refreshments.
journey took us about 3 hours i guess.
then the guide took over and we went to Batang Melaka and had lunch.
i was feeling rather sick so i skipped lunch (:
grab stuff for the trekking. cool.

went to this orang asli village.
he taught us how to use the i dunno what.
something like sumpit is it? yeah that thing laaa.
so i had a try on it. i missed the centre marking.
but still? it was a gd try for me okay. kwang3.
made our way to the forest and had to do some hiking.
blardy hell, the steps were steep and there were no paths.
so its like, nothing but stones and rocks and leaves on the ground.
no tracks no paths. slipped a couple of times.
syakirah's the best. you should have seen how she fell.
got up, slip. fell. got up again, slip, fell. got up, slip, fell.
the tour guide took a pic of her falling many times i guess (:

oh and thanks to syafiq for helping me with my bag. haha
and and to the ncc guys, we're really thankful that you guys were there to help us out.
so yeah, i got myself injured like i dunno how many times.
5 thorns got stuck on my right hand.
i got scraped twice.
fingers bled cox i hit God knows what.

after hours of hiking, we reached the top.
stone of batu perahu. cool . then hiked downhill.
one word, TIRED.
made our way to the bus and went to our base camp.
slept in dormitories. cooooool.
im in the same grp as Syakirah and Nadia.
shared the room with 3 other npcc cadets.

had our tea and all.
at night, campfire. cool i should say .
sang the school song and all. hahaha
ate nasi lemak and the BBQ-ed stuff.
danial strumed his guitar. cool la diyer.
then we had games. and i guess SJAB game was fun skali ?
kay then we had the night walk.
in the jungle with no source of lights. kirah kept squeezing my hands.
cant blame her. it was dark maha dark la .
then had the solo drop where u had to walk back in the jungle, in ur own grp.
no teachers followed. so yeah me syakirah and nadia went in.
walked slowly i think.
then theres this part where we heard a noise, teros we speed up.

overall, cool. bathed and locked ourselves in the dorm.
had some girls talk which was quite interesting. hahah .
slept at one. and woke up at 6 30 the next day.
freshen up and had the morning jog.
breakfast was next and then, obstacle course. woah that one siao.

the high walls were tough la.
atikah like budak bodoh must climb up . hahah !
oh the swinging plank was cool.
somehow i couldnt keep my mouth shut (:
monkey swing was damn tough laaa. i managed halfway.
TARZAN SWING ! damn it laaa !
most of my friends did it once and successfully got over to the other side.
atikah? MASOK DALAM AIR KOTOR THREE TIMES !
i dont mind if its clean la siak . but this? smelly and slimy.
whats worst, THERES FROGS INSIDE SEH !
but i never gave up laaa. atikah kan budak baek.
so i tried for the last time and managed to get over to the other side.
hahahah . but the bad thing is, i was drenched and smelly.

the 4m wall was tough laaa.
had to step on the guys hand and shoulder and struggle myself up there.
u shud have seen me doing it.
cute giler, getting stuck with ur legs hanging lose, ur body on the top. ur head on the other side.
stupid la i shud say .
then the team building game, and some other activities.
compass orientation was okay. grouped with syafiq and winson.
then we were given half an hour to pack and get changed.
bathed quickly and we set off .

slept in the bus (: then bla3, reached singapore .
my hp batt was flat so i couldnt send any msges. doinks.
went home and thats it (:

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and yet, she doesnt know her mistakes,
she doesnt know how lonely her friend was when she starts hanging with other bunch of people and abandoned him. she doesnt know how hurtful it was to see her drifting away. she doesnt know how badly he wanted to drag her away from her sec1 attitude. she doesnt know how hurtly it was went she went jalan raya but didnt ask her friend along but ask the other bunch of people.
no, she doesnt know. and yet she can ask.
'why do you hate me?'

and when she realizes her mistakes,
he refuse to forgive her.
he doesnt know how bad she feels when they stopped befriending each other.
he doesnt know that she's longing to actually talk to him,
make things right, and be like before.
the jalan raya part,she did passed the msg to her friend wit the pink bag.
and the response was he refused to go because she is present.
he doesnt know that she tried to talk to him , even during the camp.
but to what avail? nothing-
he dont even noe that she cried during the cca outing, thinking abt their situation.
he doesnt even know that she really felt like it was the end of the world when their friendship ended.

tell her, does he noe this side of the story?
have he ever tried understanding her?
have he tried helping her in any wayhe could?







eh. tmrw Olevel Science Practical Assessment ; Physics.
wish me luck since i wont be studying for it.
lets just hope a miracle would happen alright?