i was disappointed with you guys. i trusted you guys to handle the situation, but things worked out the wrong way. i admit, partly it was my fault for not turning up. but i did have a reason for that, and i've already told you guys. maybe we're not the best anymore. maybe people think that we're a bunch of useless kiddos who knows nothing. i don't know. i guess the group im referring to know that im writing about you guys. let's just hope it doesn't happen again. it MUST NOT happen again (:



i give up. i don't want to be the one who's always doing this and that, and trying to get us together as a team. what's the use when i don't get your fullest support? you guys want to achieve something, but we are not working things the way it should be. maybe a lil bit of sacrifice would make me happy. tell you what, i will make myself absent on that day. that's fair enough, isn't it? yes, i'm useless. someone who's always looking for trouble when people says nothing. yah okay i accept that. but least you could do is to understand how i feel to be doing all this.



mdm chong said all passed our maths. i'm happy(: amaths was not really bad. but still, im considered stupid for using the correct method but getting all the wrong answers. a B3 would make my day. *cross fingers* mdm chong finally turned up today, after missing from school since last friday. finally, no more co-form for us :X



CNY celebration was superb. there were jigsaw puzzle competition, some chinese phrases stuff you gotta do and the lantern making. most of the budakmelayu did the mickey-mouse jigsaw puzzle. and and, we were the FIRST in the school to finish (: went around the level to have a bit of fresh air, since we were getting bored in class. waited for the rest to finish the lantern and had a bit of interactions in class. sang Pearlyn a birthday song . she looked happy with the chipmunk doll. hah -



ushered the lower secondary into the hall. tough job, alright. celebration went okay. we were shouting for i really have no idea what. the cultural quiz was cute. hah , guys running up just to get the red packets. kwang3. once, i saw khairul sec5 accidentally pushed a sec3 dude. hoho- lucks ah eh korang . everything ended at 11. went home with shikin and that was it. had my lunch and slept for 4 hours. got up, bathed and did maths. revision topic 4 , 5 , 6 . tired-



you know, sometimes when u really miss someone and you REALLY wanna tell that person that u miss him or her, its just so hard to do it cox, you just don't have the guts to actually tell that person "eh i miss you ah", or something that goes along the line. hah, so random. and im not getting to any point here.MSN is REALLY giving me problems.. damn.