i'm seriously hating vectors. first it appears in Physics. NOW, it appears in MATHS. damn it -

let's see. things haven't been smooth for me this few days. im juggling with studies and friendships. one day im better than the other. another day, i just suck at both. sometimes, i just think that i'm better off alone, and isolate myself so that i won't be a burden to anyone. well that would be the best option, aint it? and and and, studying at home with lil kids making lots of noise, is seriously pissing me off. yeah, expect me to concentrate with all those noises you people are making ? ehk hello, stop making me suffer can- then what, blame me for not studying in my room ? well as you know, my room is small and compact, with TWO super single bed and a wardrobe AND a study table with a TELEVISION on top of it. plus all my books which doesn't have a proper place to be shelved in.

whats worst is that you're always enforcing on the word "scholarship". be like my cousin , get scholarship so that they don't have to pay alot for my education and so on and so forth. so, this means that i'm a burden? kay fine, i stop studying. and just get myself enrolled in ITE. that's better right? i mean, fees are paid through Giro. and also, it's cheaper than the thousand dollars you gotta pay when im in polytechnic.

CUT-

religious class today was nothing much. had a talk about prophet Muhammad s.a.w , and went back to class. spent my time daydreaming (: went home, and did my maths. Hidayat says that im getting all emo now. which , i think is true . doinks. i wanna do something to forget about all my problems. i wanna be happy for once. at least, a day.