so now, i'm the mean person.
i'm the one to be blamed.
i'm the one at fault.

arguing with you was what i never expected to come between us. we were close, DAMN close. i share my thoughts and feelings with you, and sometimes, you do share those with me too. i felt comfortable talking to you, knowing that now our generation gap is not that far. i was really hoping that you're not going overseas, and yes, my wish came true. i did jumped for joy. nenek saw the wide smile i put on my face. and at that moment, i know i still have someone to turn to when im bored, when i have problems and when im happy.

but everything changed. well yeah okay not EVERYTHING but most. eversince you stepped into the next level of your life, i see a lil difference in you. both good and bad. i'm happy to see that you're scoring well in your tests and examinations, getting top for this and that. & i believe that you'll be a successful person one fine day. on the contrary, there are some bad points that you have adopted. i really don't know since when you started all the vulgarities, being rude to your parents and stuff like that. and i feel that the level of respect you had for me has dropped. i don't know. maybe it's my fault ? and if i'm not wrong, all these happened after your best friend migrated. am i right to say that ? i strongly believe i am.

about your relationship, i think its best if you gave it a thought. spare some time to think and reflect about what went wrong with it. i'm not saying i've had the bestest relationship of all. mine was a jerk (: although your mr ngekngok is not really the kind of person you wanted, there's still a positive side of him , right? i'm saying this not because im helping him or what. it's just some facts that i think you should take note of. and mind you girl, i never fell or will i ever fall for him. he's just a friend of mine, who happens to be your guy. and just because he said some good stuff about me, doesn't mean that he fell for me. please lah girl, that one primary school excuses. you should know better.

finally, i just hope that everything will be alright. what's the use quarreling with your own cousin? unless you're saying, of course, im no longer in your treasured list - but babe, get this right, im not grabbing him from you, he's not going after me nor is he grabbing me AWAY from you. im still here, waiting for my lil cousin to know that fighting about all this is worthless . i just want the old you back. i want the nice nice nana back. and not who she is now.

i'm sorry.

Nii sumer come in a package. Now then I realise it. 3 IN 1.
Atikahh,Fitri&Putra
3 IN 1.
best ahh.
all of you left me like this.
Hanging up in the air.
Alone.
Best ahh.
Thanks so much((:

babe, i NEVER left you alone to struggle. i'm still here if you ever need help. don't get me wrong.