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Wednesday, March 12, 2008 @ 7:38 AM
sometimes when people say they don't want to repeat the same mistakes, they're repeating-ly repeating the same thang. i just hope that one day, you'll realise that what you're doing is affecting other people. in other words, what you're doing is seriously affecting me. you're turning a year older, soon , and i hope that you'll be more mature in making decisions and know how to look into other people's feelings and emotions (: atikah, bullshits - i guess im really starting to miss him. hah -
to this friend of mine. i seriously don't know what the hell is wrong with our friendship. but as far as im concerned, i've apologised many times and yet you're still giving me the same treatment as you did two years back. our friendship started out well, and along the way, you started to change your behaviour towards me and starts to blame me for every little thing that i did. once, you blurt out everything in a text message you sent to me last year. two months later, we were okay, and i thought our friendship could last. but you got angry with me for i really have no idea what reason, and till now, i never hear anything from you. macam sad ehk?
*okay, janga kau bace ni part sudah (:*
Phyiscs SPA was a disaster. stupid graph, never fail to let me fail- oh anyways, this week is a busy week for me. Apart from studies, i still gotta prepare for my aunt's wedding. a day out to Geylang on Wednesday with mom. Maths Consultation on Thursday morning. A date with Ms Siti and the competition team members on Friday. Tuition in the morning on Saturday, wedding preparation in the evening. Wedding Ceremony on Sunday (: so yeah, i gotta rush through my assignments.
i feel so hopeless.
im starting to feel all down lately (:
i can't seem to focus on my studies no more.
i feel , DE-motivated.
