my blog and friendster is so DEAD. for the first time, i feel like computer is not my need. i mean, now i can actually survive without a day infront of the comp. some kinda achievement yaw (: and i can actually see that my blog post are all so merepek now.

alright so mid year is OVER. yes, finally OVER. results were not fine at all, but of course improvements. say finally, i passed my physics and social studies. C6 but still? from E8 okay. yeah whatever and then, alright cut the story short. R4 23, R5 29 . miserable. woinks. Report book will be out this tuesday, and i just hope that my level ranking wont be so bad. top 80 will do.

say, life has been pretty hectic ; especially when you got tons of problems. one of which i could actually blurt it out is studies. okay everyone has got problems with that one. and then there's this fool. hoho, wont mention much. tapi kalau terase, i don't know larh kan? Olevel malay paper in two weeks time. and i really wanna score that A1 . not A2, but A1. hah ! im soo gonna retake if i scored a two. okay lets see what else is there. oh ! the 2.4km run. stupid, i failed to reach my target. but im proud that i push myself to the limit (: my friends should know the story. and and to think that i had almost a yr mc from p.e last yr, having to run this year was really a challenge. and i made it !

went to RP open house yesterday. shall not comment much (: looking forward to SP open hse in june. hope to meet some year 1 students. cousins to be exact. yeah okay whatever. RP with Syafiq, Malek, Liyana, Kobes, Ayuni, Raudah and Shidah. quite interesting. and the guys were trying the different gym stuffs. syafiq tried the pilates stuff. and then theres this game which requires you to jump jump. kobes had a go for it. and he looked funny jumping . took some pictures , which i will not upload so soon . went to woodlands mart and they had dinner there. done !

today, madrasah exam. was average . should be able to get at least a pass i think. headed to ibu's house and had pizza . slacked and had some girls talk with Affa. woots . miss her la siak - okay then watched tv and everything before i went off. and i guess that was all .

i've got 3 malay paper 1 and 2 to finish up by tuesday. toodles! oh and, i guess that u're happy with your life right now? just, dont toy around with the girls feelings. make up ur mind, takmo fickle minded kay? happy happy selalu !


oh and, im missing redzuan like, i donno. seriously ahh- i mean, yes we had alot of arguments and fights and stuff like that. yeah i know it was mostly my fault. i was being unfair to him. we were not like how we were back then. i miss those crappy times. those times when we were there for each other in times of needs. yes, i REALLY miss those times. only Redz and shikin can tolerate my nonsense. only they listen to my problems. my babbles. if i were to wish for something, then it would be a wish to have my good pal back , again. i guess shikin is going through a rough time being by my side but i believe thats what friends are for. to be there for each other always. i want my dear friend redzuan back. i want those times to be alive, again. the times i would share my bgr problems with him. then he would sometimes share it with me . then then , studying together. oh and once he had to layan me and fitri at vista park ? i really miss those times la. if only we could talk again, im sure i would be more than happy. i treat him like my own blood. even till now. yea, i guess we have drift apart becox im mixing with diff ppl. but that doesnt stop me from befriending you, does it?