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Friday, May 01, 2009 @ 7:57 PM
When people change people , it's usually not a good start.
I told you once , and you did it AGAIN .
This time , totally doing it . What's wrong ?
Are we not like before ? Or are you dumping us for others ?
Shake yourself vigorously ,
Hit yourself on the head .
Look at yourself in the mirror ,
& ask yourself if you're doing the right thing .
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When someone from your past comes back into your life, it really does hurts. Never assume that you've already gotten over it , it may not be true . Feelings so undeniable , feelings so strong . Throw it away , dont let it haunts you . Cherish your life now , maybe it's something God sent to you. Be grateful for it , don't ignore . Please, do the right thing .
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School has been rough for me. New projects are always coming in, despite those first few projects that are yet to be completed. Yes, it is only the second week of school but assignments have already been distributed. I have two weeks to complete THREE projects , and extra one week to study for tests. I've been losing focus during lectures and i'm not sure why. Tired or am i daydreaming? WAKE UP ATIKAH ! If you want to do well, you have to be prepared to overcome all challenges ahead. You want to be the best, and you want to make it to the Director's List. InsyaAllah, with resilience, you'll be able to do it (:
Oh Allah, please help me . I need the strength , i need the perserverance, i need knowledge to overcome all this . Amin .
School started at eight on thursday but first lesson was cancelled due to PH or whatsoever. So my group made use of the time to practice our lab skills, and mentor came to speak to us. Ended school at four , and headed to CWP to meet all badots. Went up to the popular bookstore and we got Baby Daville some colouring books and colour pencils for his 3rd birthday.
School started at eight on thursday but first lesson was cancelled due to PH or whatsoever. So my group made use of the time to practice our lab skills, and mentor came to speak to us. Ended school at four , and headed to CWP to meet all badots. Went up to the popular bookstore and we got Baby Daville some colouring books and colour pencils for his 3rd birthday.
Rushed home and got ready. Met badots , An , Nasir , Olie and Muadz & we all headed to Coasta Sands Resort. Gave baby the present and settled ourselves down. a big big THANK YOU to An for serving us the whole night . Eh, we did not forced him or anything . He initiated to get food and drinks for us since we were malu-malu . Sang the birthday song , and slacked around . We took a stroll at around midnight and sat down at the pondok . It was almost three in the morning and badots were getting tired . At 5am , we went into the room and took a short nap .
Ah, SHORT NAP TAU . Applied to Dot and Qot ONLY . Dot had an hour of sleep while Qot had less than half an hour of sleep . Jot and Pot was ENJOYING every moment of their sleeping time , and since it was only 6+ in the morning , Dot and Qot headed to the beach . Sat around , and went back to the room . Jot woke up , right after i took some snap of them sleeping (:
Waited for the guys and the rest to wake up before we all headed back home. Took the bus , and dozed off for a few minutes. I had four hours of sleep at home before Adek woke me up to go for dinner at Woodlands Mart . Spaghetti, and back home .
Ah, SHORT NAP TAU . Applied to Dot and Qot ONLY . Dot had an hour of sleep while Qot had less than half an hour of sleep . Jot and Pot was ENJOYING every moment of their sleeping time , and since it was only 6+ in the morning , Dot and Qot headed to the beach . Sat around , and went back to the room . Jot woke up , right after i took some snap of them sleeping (:
Waited for the guys and the rest to wake up before we all headed back home. Took the bus , and dozed off for a few minutes. I had four hours of sleep at home before Adek woke me up to go for dinner at Woodlands Mart . Spaghetti, and back home .
