Too much for me to handle?

I never expected the news to affect me so much. I didn't realise it was going to come my way. I thought the issue was settled back then, and it won't happen , at least not to the extend of _______ . I thought it was an empty threat, but she proved us wrong.

I have to understand too . I won't ruin anything, I promise. I will pray for their happiness and I hope Danille Asyriq will grow up to be a charming boy, like the father . It's time for a very heavy responsibility , do it and do it well .

Maybe everything that happened all this while, has it's own significance. I still treasure those times back then. I promise to try and move on, even though it's gonna be a slow process. I refuse to delete your messages.